Sunday, June 14, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

It is 1:03 in the morning. I just got back from rushing my little Dixie dog to the vet. She and Sally were rough housing and from what I could tell Sally just ram rodded over Dixie and she must have gotten her leg tangled or Sally stepped on it wrong but either way her leg broken. I rushed her the emergency vet and after it was all said and done it cost me $504. The clincer is that they need to do surgery on her leg and put pins in it for a total of about $2500. YIKES. I am no in a state of shock.

But I am praying to God for help and guidance. This is a bump in the road for me. I can handle this. I did not for one minute think I needed a drink. I just worked about the money portion of it but I will find a way. I have to pay off some bills and may have to get a small loan but it will work and God will help me work it.

I think this might have been a subtle hint from him to day that he wasn't too pleased with me. I switched an empty bottle of purfume with Billie's half filled bottle. No a real nice and sisterly thing to do. I am going to try to take it back. My old self still rears its ugly head now and then. God is not happy with me about that and i certainly am not happy with myself. I will make amends and then hopefully God will forgive and lead me down a path of good rightesness.

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